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Being Alone, Putting Up Walls

isolation ... fear ... rejection ... safety ... lonliness ... self-protection ... trust

Artwork

Help Me Now - Being locked inside my own ruse of normality
I Feel Unreal - Being disconnected from everyone & everything

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Experiences

My So Called Life - Feeling alone and paranoid, just wanting friends
My Experience - Struggling with self harm, feeling alone & worthless
The Dark - Being swamped by depression, withdrawing
The Real Adam - *Trigger* Coping with childhood abuse, feeling alone
Behaviours And Masks Are Me - Pain & loneliness. Living a double life, self harm
Today Was A Bad Day - Feeling empty, alone and terrified
He Sat In The Corner Of The Room - Not being part of things, feeling ignored
Losing Myself Inside - I feel like I'm not really here - it's as if I can't connect

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Opinions

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Poetry

Don't Leave Me - Feeling desperate when alone, safe when loved
You - Needing someone, being unable to reach out
Poem - *Trigger* Feeling alone and alienated, cutting to cope
Drums And Raindrops - Alone. Waiting for someone to come back
Reflections On Me - Not wanting others to see what you see
Sometimes I Curl Up - When it's just you and your pillow
Autopilot Engaged - Walking through life disconnected, on autopilot
Too Much To Try - *Trigger* Unable to trust, pushing people away
I Wish I Was Alone - Being with people is too difficult sometimes
Me - Being alone in your own prison, safe but alone
Even Though - Being unable to let someone in, unable to trust
Shell Suit - An armour of invisibility, a shell
Procrastinator - Building walls around you, sitting in inaction
Cocooned In My Private Hell - *Trigger* Lost in depression & isolation. Feeling stuck
Depression - Hitting rock botton and putting up the barriers

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