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Crisis/Suicidal

asking for help ... desperation ... survival ... suicidal thoughts ... pain
grief ... feeling at the end of your tether ... struggling ... on the edge

Artwork

Help Me Now - When I'm screaming inside - help me
The Fire Inside - Feeling the grief, anger and pain really badly

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Experiences

This Is My Life - *Trigger* Explaining what she's been through and why she cuts
Depression, Cutting, Suicide & Abuse - *Trigger* Her ongoing struggle to rebuild her life
I Want To Recover - *Trigger* When recovery is just being able to be alive
Not Now. Not Ever - On the verge of a relapse, just hanging on
Losing Myself Inside - Feeling numb and not part of the world anymore

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Opinions

A Dangerous Game - Feeling suicidal isn't a game, and I'm not playing

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Poetry

Hurts - *Trigger* Hurting deeply, suicidal and wishing they'd care
Wishful Thinking - *Trigger* Imagining her suicide and feeling alone
In My Hand - Empty & alone: life's left in my hand
For The One I Love - An explanation & apology, trapped in depression
Suicide - *Trigger* Thinking about the whys and wherefores
Smiling On Your Birthday - *Trigger* Being suicidal on your birthday, thinking how
We Slept In The Coffin To Remind Us That We Were Alive
Peanut Butter And Jam - Not feeling able to live, but not feeling able to die
Sometimes My Days Are OK - But sometimes everything is too much to bear
Tragedy Or A Blessing - *Trigger* Contemplating suicide, and wondering if they'd care
Too Much To Try - *Trigger* Feeling like life's not worth it
I Wish I Was Alone - When being a part of this world is too tough
My Depression - *Trigger* Feeling suicidal and that no one cares
Losing My Thoughts - Anger, rejection self hate - a very raw song
A Lonely Monday Night - *Trigger* When night is long & suicide tempting
Awake - Memories & darkness fighting inside your mind
Wasted - *Trigger* The art(?) of self destruction
Depression Poem - *Trigger* Feeling as low as it gets, and life loses meaning
Cocooned In My Private Hell - *Trigger* Falling apart, trapped in depression & self harm
No One Knows The Real Me - *Trigger* Losing your identity, craving some release

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