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Going Downhill Fast

breaking down ... my first voices ... stop the world I want to get off

Artwork

Help Me Now - When my sanity spirals down the plug hole
Stop The World I Want To Get Off - Stepping off the treadmill and breaking down

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Experiences

My Story - Feeling crazy, but not being able to say why
In The Beginning - The start of my mental health problems
Let Me Sleep - The devestating effect of insomnia
Fearful Of Food - An obsession with food getting out of control
Self Harm - *Trigger* The start of a girl's struggle with self injury
My First Voices - The first time I heard voices that I couldn't explain
Relapsing Again - *Trigger* A letter I wrote to try to explain what was happening
Hallucinations - *Trigger* The beginnings of my psychosis & visions
Out Of Touch (and out of my mind) - It's like i'm standing on the edge of a cliff
The Rollercoaster - My decent into 'madness', via uni
Not Now. Not Ever - On the verge of a relapse, frightened

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Poetry

Feeling - Trying hard to keep it all together, desperate
And Then There's You - Being drained by so called 'friends'
Runaway - Alone, on the streets & unable to ask for help
Depression Poem - *Trigger* Feeling as low as it gets, and life loses meaning
Losing My Thoughts - Losing the will to fight it, feeling angry & confused
Sinking Fast - On the way down, but no one can see you're falling
No One Knows The Real Me - *Trigger* Losing your identity, craving some release
When You Met Me - Shrinking into nothing. Disappearing from view
Cocooned In My Private Hell - *Trigger* Falling apart, trapped in depression & self harm
Depression - What's underneath the mask you show to the world
And In The Dark - Hiding in darkness, as if nothing's there
Firewater - When you can feel yourself falling into depression
The Teeth Are So Mad - When every part of you feels mad
In A World Made Up Of Words - When words and meanings get confused

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