Stop The World I Want To Get Off

Stop The World relates to my first breakdown ...

At the time I was working in an office and hating it and the people there. The work was not fulfilling and the people were shallow and hard hearted. I was also going to college to train as a gas welder which is what I had always wanted to do but being female it took me years to persuade anyone at college that I could do it. On top of that I was working evenings in the garage and then going home to housework.

It began to feel as though I was on a treadmill, putting one foot in front of the other. If I did this without thinking I could keep going but if I stopped to think, well that was a different story. I just wanted the whole world to stop so that I could get off. I'm sure you know that feeling too.

To cut a long story short I stopped to think and brokedown.

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