Razors
Just a little cautionary note: This
song may be TRIGGERY for some. Keep
yourself safe and please don't read it if you think it'll badly
affect you. Take Care, xxx R
A child, a whisper
Here in my room, rain falling down
A call, an answer
An empty tune from which I fall
You can hold me down, kill me
You can hold me, You can hold me!
I never knew I could run this far
From what I’ve lost
There’s no way back
A child with a razor blade
Your open arms like a hand grenade
A tear, a river
Here in my heart – all alone
A rhyme, a reason
A guilt that grows with each word
You can hold me down, kill me
You can hold me, You can hold me!
I never knew I could run this far
From what I’ve lost
There’s no way back
A child with a razor blade
Your open arms like a hand grenade
A hell, a heaven
Here in my mind I see myself
The hate, the anger
Folds into me – I’m what went wrong
You can hold me down, kill me
You can hold me
Yeah you can hold me!
I never knew I could run this far
From what I’ve lost
There’s no way back
A child with a razor blade
Your open arms like a hand grenade
(An angry child with a razor blade)
Rachel Studley ©2002
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Broken Heart (This Is For J-E)
Wakin' up everytime in the middle of the night,
Can't stop cryin' tears,
I feel like my heart is burning,
The pain I feel is so deep,
I just can’t explain,
I know its insane,
I can’t explain why,
Why it had to happen to me this time,
You broke my heart and run away,
I never thought I could feel so much pain,
I mean I did love you from the bottom of my heart,
And I still do but I need to be strong,
Now were just friends,
You told me you had a girlfriend,
Damn it almost made me die,
I don't know if its a lie,
But sometimes you hurtin' me and you don't even
know it,
And still I have to face it,
How come you’re not missing me,
Cuz I'm missing you like crazy,
I know that you and me its over,
But I don't know what to do to feel better,
For some days I thought I didn't care about you no more,
But its seems like everytime I see you I love you more and more,
Sometimes I wish I'd never met you,
Look what you have done to me,
You made me fall in love,
And now I can't even sleep,
I'm just missing the days I was yours,
Maybe now you really belong to someone else,
And I can understand,
But now why are you playing with my feelings,
Boy you trippin',
You telling me I'm beatiful and all those,
In those moments the love I have for you is turning to hate,
***** I hate you *****,
Cuz all you do is make me cry and hurting me,
Open your eyes and see,
I know I got to stop thinkin, about you,
And thats what I'm tryin' to do,
Still its hard, Anyways I know you don't deserve me,
And I deserve better than you,
I hope soon I will be okay,
When this heart of mine will be normal again,
After what I've been through,
All I can say is Love is like Heaven, But it can Hurt like Hell.
Sheska U |
