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Even Though
I'm Gonna Be Me
Me

Even Though

Baby, I know you want me
I know you want me to let you in
but you don't understand
I couldn't let you in my heart
even if I wanted to
so don't try so hard to get to me
you wouldn't understand
cause you can't see
all the pain I've been through in my life

so, stop falling
stop falling for me
don't try to take what you can't get
I can't love you
even though I kinda want to
so, give it up
you can't have me
no, not yet
I can't give you everything inside me
I'm not able
I seem like a strong person
but I have so many weaknesses
that you can't see
cause I won't let you

most times I see things differently than others
I always doubt so many things
cause even if you really love me,
I'll always think that you're just there to use me
that's why I'm not looking for a steady thing
and what we're doing is just some kinda fling

I try to convince myself that this is enough
but I can't get close to you
even though I want to
I can't put my trust in you
so don't expect me to open up

I'm just too scared to even try
so don't even bther with my heart
cause I couldn't let you in
I don't want to get hurt
I want love, but I just can't let it in

so, stop trying
stop falling
.....stop falling

Kristy Green ©2003

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I'm Gonna Be Me

It's kinda funny
I'm bored out of my mind
looking for something to do
I'm trying to think about something to think about

I wanna find something
I wanna do something
I wanna be someone
I'm tired of living like a kid

I wanna push through that crowd
and get to the other side
I wanna fall, and get pushed back
I wanna trip and stumble
I just wanna show everyone
that I'm gonna get back up on my feet
I'm gonna do things my way

I'm gonna get started
and I'm gonna work harder
I'm gonna make my life a victory
and one day I'm gonna sing my history
my life, an awesome story

I'm gonna do things my way
I'm gonna be me
Yeah, I'm just gonna be me
me, an awesome ass story
I'm the victory, with all the history
and that's me
uh, uh, what?

Kristy Green ©2003

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Me

My identity I mask,
Builder of my own prison,
Slave of my own watchman,
But safe in the walls of this castle,
Formed in fear from cold stone
And mortar enriched with tears.
I stand secure and true,
But alone as a secret.

Anon