Losing My Thoughts
Hold On
My Depression

Losing My Thoughts

I think about those dreadful things you did to me,
The suffering and pain you've made.
You never showed you love, life I couldn't see.
I slowly begin to fade.

Bridge:
Disturbance - distress, I'm alone in my head,
I feel life no more.
Darkness - depression, can't believe the things you said,
I feel life no more.

Chorus:
Anger taking over my brain,
(Clear thoughts gone)
No more feeling sane,
(I cannot win)
I'm lying to myself - will I conquer my fate?
Because tonight myself I hate.

Why did you have to cause all this hatred inside?
The feelings for death I crave.
I opened my heart for you; I opened my arms wide,
But you just left me rotting inside my own cave.

Bridge:
Disturbance - distress, I'm alone in my head,
I feel life no more.
Darkness - depression, can't believe the things you said,
I feel life no more.

Chorus: x2

Thoughts of you shadow my mind,
Love from you I could not find.
Now I'm dying here all alone,
My presence to you has become unknown

Chorus: x2

Anger taking over my brain,
(Clear thoughts gone)
No more feeling sane,
(I cannot win)
I'm dying inside myself tonight,
I've lost the will to fight.

Jodie

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Hold On

Life is for living, living your life
Fuck all the heartache, the sorrow and strife
Hold on to the tightrope, don’t fade into night
I’ll always be here, there’ll always be light

Rachel Studley © 2003

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My Depression

Just a little cautionary note: This poem may be TRIGGERY for some. Keep yourself safe and please don't read it if you think it'll badly affect you. Take Care, xxx R

Death is something that we all dread,
We lie thinking about it alone in our bed
Just the thought of it brings us to tears,
Will we one day have to face up to our fears
people thinkin i say this for sympathy,
But i truly feel that people do not love me,
Should i take my life away,
Or should i wait for that day,
I should tie the rope, tie it tight,
Just make sure i do it right,
Take the blade across my wrists,
I really know I won't be missed,
Don’t think and try to figure out why,
Just remember,
At my funeral,
I told you not to cry.

© Morgan Crayton