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Difference
Peanut Butter And Jam
Artist

Difference

I sit here now and try my best,
To get these thoughts from off my chest.
To tell you all my ins and outs,
My thoughts, concerns, my fears and doubts.

Sometimes I doubt, within my hand,
This pen will do as I demand.
As tar within this pen flows through,
What difference do my thoughts make to you?

My thoughts are mine, not yours or ours,
I write as your one minds eye scours.
Though you say you know me, I say its true,
But you'll never know me through and through.

A complex mind in simple soul,
The chalk amongst the stack of coal.
Now tarred marks on lines explain,
No longer is this a simple game.

A game of hate, of love and war,
Of poison gas from roof to floor,
This toxic gas lies only in -
Another day that’s certain to begin.

Another day that makes a tally chart,
On someone’s wall or someone’s heart,
To rip ones soul from that hearts beat,
For time this seems a simple feat.

But time will play a different game,
From someone’s fall to someone’s fame.
No time for times soar simple feat,
So time won’t heal what once was neat.

But time won’t heal another game,
The game of death I'll now explain,
The game you cannot take a seat,
The game once started can't be beat.

These games we play until our death,
Where all games end on our last breath.
Where everything is left behind,
And all is lost within our mind.

So to tell you all my ins and outs,
My thoughts, concerns, my fears and doubts,
To let the tar run from this pen,
Isn't fair to you or them.

So as I said its just a game,
And everyone’s in it just the same.
So before you ask me, I'll ask you ...
What difference do my thoughts make to you?

Alec Brown © 2003

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Peanut Butter And Jam

I want to live

The words stick in my mouth
Taste weird
Like peanut butter with salad cream
Or cheese sandwiches
that have been left too long in the fridge
I almost choke

I want to die

Sugary sweet, like vanilla fudge
Or icing sugar with strawberry jam
A quick fix
With a bitter aftertaste
I can feel it rotting my teeth
I spit it out, afraid

Lost to indecision, I consider my choices
roll the syllables over my tongue
try and see which taste fits
which I can bear

Peanut butter with jam?
maybe the salad cream will come later

Rachel Studley © 2004

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Artist

Just a little cautionary note: This poem may be TRIGGERY for some. Keep yourself safe and please don't read it if you think it'll badly affect you. Take Care, xxx R

I am an artist that noone knows
I draw pictures
That are hidden under clothes
I draw things with a twist
Pictures on my thighs
And on my wrists
No pen
No ink
But with a razor blade
I start to paint

Anon