Into The Sun
I look into the sun but it’s not that easy
I'm shouting out to everyone ‘cause it’s so damn easy
To fight the ones you love
And I’m running round in circles hating everyone
It breaks my soul, I’m coming undone
Cus you left me behind, you left me behind
I look into the sun but it’s not that easy
I’m trying hard to be someone but it’s not that easy
When every night is a canvas of tears
And the ink is running down the page, I fall on my knees
I feel so numb, I’m feeling so weak
Cus you left me behind, you left me behind
And this is how I feel, it feels so hard to feel
And I can’t live anymore
And I can’t live
And this is how I feel, it hurts so much to feel
And I can’t live anymore
And I can’t be anymore
And I can’t take this anymore
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I look into the sun, but it’s not that easy
I’m running fast from everyone and it’s not that easy
When you hurt the ones you love
And I’m running from the feelings and I’m hiding from
the sun
This world isn’t easy when you are the only one
Cus you left me alone
Why did you leave?
Rachel Studley © 2003
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Take Care, xxx R
All I see in life is darkness and hatred,
Everything is hurt related.
I try and clear the path of my destiny,
But everything is musty, nothing I can see.
I am this person now-the one everyone pretends to adore,
But I'm still sick of those funny looks as I walk down the corridor.
I just wish those two-faced people would stop lying!
Because inside my heart is bleeding, my feelings slowly dieing,
All my feelings are disappearing, disintegrating little by little.
Numbness left behind, causing my brain to riddle.
I ask myself these questions everyday,
And for the answers I will get down on my knees and pray!
Why cant people just accept who I am?
Why cant people just give a damn?
Instead of leaving me here, inside myself to rot,
It's not like I'm asking for a lot!
All I'm asking is for people to look inside,
Not to judge me from the outside.
They see these cuts up my arm,
Setting off crazy alarms.
Although I'm bleeding more from the heart.
I'm just tired of being messed about.
I cannot take any more pain,
It's driving me insane!
Part of the cause is memories,
And for them there are no remedies.
They play and play, over and over again in my head,
Leaving me desperately hurt whilst I sleep in my bed.
They start off small-nothing at all,
Then suddenly they make you want to go hit the wall,
And if needs be, to shoot yourself,
Or wanting nothing but death!
I feel as though there is no room left for life,
I want it to pass me by.
Because now I've realised it's too much of a struggle.
Maybe one day I'll go to sleep and never awake,
And there'll be no more living, just for the sake!
Jodie Flavell
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