Losing Hope
Just a little cautionary note: This poem may be
TRIGGERY for some. Keep yourself safe
and please don't read it if you think it'll badly affect you. If
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Take Care, xxx R
This anger that I have inside
It can't be good; it's why I cried
The pain surrounds me,
Smothering, suffocating. I am not free.
I brush away my tears
Pretend I have no fears
Angry and ashamed
Always me, I get blamed
A knife, in front of me
And with cold, calculated
Brutality
Make crisscross cuts
Covering my skin with ruts
I'm tense, alone and scared
And it's not like anyone cared
Always leaving, so much pain
Is it a wonder I won't trust again?
Biting my nails, shutting my eyes
Turn up the music - drown out my cries
Hiding within myself
Is it good for my health?
I gaze at my blood; it drips onto the floor
I wont get a cloth 'cause I don’t care anymore
ict
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Cast Away
Cast away within your own mind
Unable to distinguish between reality and non-reality
Lost in a limbo between dreams and consciousness
The merging of worlds until they are one
Magical, fantastical, nightmarish
Where am I, who am I
Our interpretations of reality make us who we are
I see smoke become a giant brain
I try to escape the matrix
I see the future
I feel extremes of emotion with no stimulation
Am I phasing in and out of dimensions
Is it all just a metaphor, is the experience trying to tell me
Something or is it all just random chaos
I am trying to make sense of a senseless world
Is there meaning
Questions few answers
Neil
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