Alone Is Where The Heart
Is
You sit with family laughing a grin across your
face
You hide the anger within you, be still and stay in your place
For you are worthless and scheming its not as if you work
No your duties and commitments you so neatly shirk
No you sit alone dejected in tears with heaving
chest
Why has god done this, I try I do my best
But when your head is pounding your in pain and feeling blue
Try and see from my side there aint much more that I can do
The tablets the doc has been giving
Confuse me and make me feel worse
Is life like this worth living?
I want to swear and curse
My gaol in life is lost and gone
My destiny feels taken from me
Like a dog without his bone
But never mind they all say have a nice cup of tea
Norman
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I Wonder
I want to be free,
Free of everything
that’s holding me back
Tell me that everything
Will be ok and mean it.
Don’t just tell me to make me
feel better,
Tell me it, because it’s true.
I lie here alone and wonder
If anyone can tell I will be ok
And that everything will be alright.
Wonder is the only hope I have left now.
No real hope, just wonder.
I wonder whether all the pain will stop,
I wonder if I’ll ever be truly happy,
I wonder whether or not I should give up and die.
I’m already broken,
How further do I have to drop before I find
The answers to my questions?
I know I’ve been to the bottom
But I guess I didn’t have a ‘proper look round’
As I’m still sinking back. No that’s not right…
I never left the bottom to sink back. I’m still here,
Stuck, never to leave this pathetic existence.
All I want to know is if it’ll be ok. I mean really ok
And not ok just for now, but forever ok.
Martin Lewis
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Silences
Quiet brings peace to the soul and mind,
Young and old value their times.
Late afternoon brings somber peace of mind.
Resting by the roads helps my body and weary mind.
Trees shed their leaves flying at will across the roads.
Silence of the soul searching,
Refreshes my tired mind.
Remembering the past, not pleasant but wrath,
Memories are vast but mask the futures gains.
Darby Diana © 2004 |
