MadNOTBad: Your Experiences of Mental Health, Page 2

My So Called Life	Dealing with grief, anger, self hate & your birthday	07/03/04
Demons	Needing to cope in your own way, surviving	07/03/04
Today Was A Bad Day	Feeling empty, alone and terrified	07/03/04
Let Me Sleep	The devestating effect of not sleeping, a living hell	30/01/04
In The Beginning	Some of my earlier experiences of mental distress	23/11/03
Forever Night	Insomnia - a pretty word for a terrible thing	25/10/03
I Wish You Were Here	Another night of grief and questions	25/10/03
Eating Disorder	Anorexia & how other people people don't help	24/10/03
Behavious And Masks Are Me	Hiding pain & self hate inside, no one else knows	03/09/03
Losing Myself Inside	How i feel like i'm not really here anymore	27/08/03
The Little Things I Do	When 'pulling your hair out' isn't just a glib saying	25/08/03
Sectioned	The confusing experience of compulsary detention	11/08/03
Beginning To Bark	One man's experiences of depression	11/08/03
Self Harm	How it has became the enemy, her struggle to stop	29/07/03
Fearful Of Food	Battling an obsession with food & binge eating	23/07/03
As He Walked Down The ...	The nurses not helping with confusion over meds	02/06/03
He Sat In The Corner	On The Ward, full of side effects & feeling invisible	02/06/03
Cutting	How she started, and how it makes her feel now	02/06/03
Profile Of Aleyn	An interview about a service user's experiences	24/04/03
Hard_Wired - Mad Thinking	Explaining how it feels when my thoughts go weird	24/04/03
It's Good To Talk	Going from silent self hating, to opening up	28/03/03
Relapsing Again	A letter trying to explain what was happening to me	16/02/03
Picking & Pulling	Other forms of self harm - my struggle against them	12/01/03
My First Voices	How it felt the first time I heard my 'voices' talking	12/01/03
Brain Chemicals or Trauma	Why am I ill? Looking for my own answers	10/12/02
Tales From The Front (43)	Creative writing: escaping the ward	23/11/02
Panic Stations	Me, my anxiety and trying to go shopping	23/11/02
It Hurts	Feeling the grief and loss of my friend in a big way	17/11/02
Out Of Touch	(And out of my mind) diconnected and not loving it	17/11/02
What Makes Me Smile?	Making a list of the things that make me happy	15/11/02
Down In A Hole	3 little looks into what depression was like for me	11/11/02
Thank You For The Music	How i got into writing and how it helps	02/11/02
Alone, Without You	Questions that i can't answer right now (it hurts)	01/11/02
The Aftermath	Feeling weird after no sleep - asking why	14/10/02
Haullicinations	Remembering a very bad time in hospital	08/10/02
I Cut	Trying to explain what it was like & how i felt	01/10/02
Not Now. Not Ever	On the verge of relapse. Frightened.	20/09/02
My Last Day In Hospital	(well, one of them) ... trying to find some humour	19/09/02
The Rollercoaster	My descent into 'madness' - via uni	10/09/02


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