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As always take care of yourself and read only the ones that you feel able to - some of them cover very sensitive ground and i've tried to label these with *Trig*.
Poetry
Hurts *Trig*
Hurting deeply, suicidal and wishing they'd care
Wishful Thinking *Trig*
Imagining her suicide and feeling alone
In My Hand
Empty & alone - life's left in my hand
For The One I Love
An explanation & apology, trapped in depression
Suicide
Thinking about the whys and wherefores
Smiling On Your Birthday *Trig*
Being suicidal on your birthday, thinking how
We Slept
... In the coffin to remind us that we were alive
Another Angel
A short poem about a girl who hopes she dies
Peanut Butter And Jam
Not feeling able to live, but not feeling able to die
Sometimes My Days Are OK
But sometimes everything is too much to bear
Tragedy Or A Blessing *Trig*
Contemplating suicide, and if they would care
Too Much To Try
Feeling like life's not worth it
I Wish I Was Alone
When being a part of this world is too tough
My Depression *Trig*
Feeling suicidal and that no one cares
Losing My Thoughts
Anger, rejection self hate - a very raw song
A Lonely Monday Night *Trig*
When night is long & suicide tempting
Awake
Memories & darkness fighting inside your mind
Wasted
The art(?) of self destruction
Depression Poem *Trig*
Feeling as low as it gets, and life loses meaning
Cocooned In My Private Hell *Trig*
Falling apart, trapped in depression & self harm
No One Knows The Real Me *Trig*
Losing your identity, craving some release

Experiences
Depression, Cutting, Suicide & Abuse *Trig*
Her ongoing struggle to rebuild her life
I Want To Recover *Trig*
When recovery is just being able to be alive
Not Now. Not Ever
On the verge of a relapse, just hanging on
Losing Myself Inside
Feeling numb and not part of the world anymore

Views
A Dangerous Game
Feeling suicidal isn't a game, and i'm not playing

Artwork
Help Me Now
When i'm screaming inside - help me
The Fire Inside
Feeling the grief, anger and pain really badly

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