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Going Downhill Fast (or getting a little crazy) [Back To Index Home]
As always take care of yourself and read only the ones that you feel able to - some of them cover very sensitive ground and i've tried to label these with *Trig*.
Poetry
Feeling
Trying hard to keep it all together, desperate
And Then There's You
Being drained by so called 'friends'
Runaway
Alone, on the streets & unable to ask for help
Depression Poem *Trig*
Feeling as low as it gets, and life loses meaning
Losing My Thoughts
Losing the will to fight it, feeling angry & confused
Insanity
A song i wrote when i was 15, crazy even then
Sinking Fast
On the way down, but no one can see your falling

No One Knows The Real Me *Trig*
Identity lost in depression, needing relief

When You Met Me
Shrinking into nothing - disappearing from view
Cocooned In My Private Hell *Trig*
Falling apart, trapped in depression & self harm
Depression
What's underneath the mask you show to the world

Submersion
My confused ramblings - falling down

Mirage
Realising that nothing is really there
And In The Dark
Hiding in the dark, as if nothing is there
Firewater
When you can feel yourself falling into depression

The Teeth Are So Mad
When every part of you feels mad

In A World Made Up Of Words
When words and meanings get confused

Experiences
My Story
Feeling crazy, but not being able to say why
In The Beginning
The start of my mental health problems
Let Me Sleep
The devestating effect of insomnia
Fearful Of Food
An obsession with food getting out of control
Self Harm
The start of a girl's struggle with self injury
My First Voices
The first time i heard voices i couldn't explain
Relapsing Again (a letter)
A letter i wrote to explain what was happening
Hallucinations *Trig*
The beginnings of my delusions & visions
Out Of Touch (and out of my mind)
It's like i'm standing on the edge of a cliff
The Rollercoaster
My decent into 'madness', via uni
Not Now. Not Ever
On the verge of a relapse, frightened

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Artwork
Help Me Now
When my sanity spirals down the plug hole
Stop The World I Want To Get Off
Stepping off the treadmill and breaking down

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