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Being Alone, Putting Up Walls [Back To Index Home]
As always take care of yourself and read only the ones that you feel able to - some of them cover very sensitive ground and i've tried to label these with *Trig*.
Poetry
Don't Leave Me
Feeling desperate when alone, safe when loved
You
Needing someone, being unable to reach out
Poem
Feeling alone and alienated, cutting to cope
Drums And Raindrops
Alone - Waiting for someone to come back
Reflections On Me
Not wanting others to see what you see
Sometimes I Curl Up
When it's just you and your pillow
Autopilot Engaged
Walking through life disconnected, on autopilot
Too Much To Try *Trig*
Unable to trust, pushing people away
I Wish I Was Alone
Being with people is too difficult sometimes
Me
Being alone in your own prison, safe but alone
Even Though
Being unable to let someone in, unable to trust
Shell Suit
An armour of invisibility, a shell
Procrastinator
Building walls around you, sitting in inaction
Cocooned In My Private Hell *Trig*
Lost in depression & isolation, unable to get out
Depression
Hitting rock botton and putting up the barriers

Experiences
The Dark
Being swamped by depression, withdrawing
The Real Adam *Trig*
Coping with childhood abuse, feeling alone
Behaviours And Masks Are Me
Pain & loneliness - living a double life, self harm
Today Was A Bad Day - I Feel So Alone
Feeling alone, empty and terrified
He Sat In The Corner
Not being part of things, feeling ignored
Losing Myself Inside
I feel like i'm not really here - i can't connect

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Artwork
Help Me Now
Being locked inside my own ruse of normality
I Feel Unreal
Being disconnected from everyone & everything

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