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| Depression,
Feeling Low [Back To Index
Home] As always take care of yourself and read only the ones that you feel able to - some of them cover very sensitive ground and i've tried to label these with *Trig*. |
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| Poetry |
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| Turning
The Lights On Being afraid of the dark, inside and out |
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| For
The One I Love An explanation & apology, trapped in depression |
That
Day (after the meds kick in) Noticing the sun, wanting to taste life again |
| Lying
Flat Coming out of the flatness of depression |
We
Slept ... In the coffin to remind us that we were alive |
| Another
Angel A girl who doesn't want to live anymore |
Feeling Struggling just gets too much, sometimes |
| God
Forgot About Me When it doesn't seem like s/he cares at all |
The
Truth Being in a bad place, and lifting yourself out of it |
| Sometimes
My Days Are OK But sometimes everything is too much to bear |
Lying
Flat Coming out of the flatness of depression |
My
Depression *Trig* Feeling suicidal, that no one cares |
Awake Memories & darkness fighting inside your mind |
A
Lonely Monday Night *Trig* When night is long & suicide tempting |
Depression
Poem *Trig* Feeling as low as it gets, and life loses meaning |
| The
Space |
End
Of A Depression The bit where you become part of the world again |
Wasted The art(?) of self destruction |
Angel A short prayer (of sorts) to a guardian angel |
| Through
The Dark |
Soulful
Thoughts Getting through it all - some hope & positivity |
| Demonic
Reasons *Trig* |
Sinking
Fast On the way down, but no one can see your falling |
Today
I Feel Raw When everything pushes your buttons |
I
Give You Myself Loving someone when you feel broken & battered |
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One Knows The Real Me *Trig* |
Depression What's underneath the mask you show everyone |
One
Day When you lost your motivation somewhere |
Cocooned
In My Private Hell *Trig* Falling apart, trapped in depression & self harm |
Razors
*Trig* Effects of abuse: hating & blaming myself |
Mirage Seeing what i want to see, knowing it's not there |
Love
Is An anti-love song written when i was low |
WindowShopping Wanting to be seen, to be heard and to be loved |
Author
Unknown Being reliant on drugs to feel good |
Firewater Alone, depressed and traumatised - a song |
Safety
First Self disclosure - to tell or not to tell |
Perfect The problems of being in love whilst depressed |
Friendship Getting through it together, support |
Lead
Weight Feelings about therapy, not too complimentary |
And
In The Dark Hiding in darkness, as if nothing's there |
I
Wish I Was Harder Than The World When the world is too sharp and painful |
| Experiences |
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Frustrated
Depressive Struggling to get counselling, to no avail |
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Psychotherapy
& Counselling - NHS, Private Experiences of treatment for depression |
The
Dark Being swamped by depression, withdrawing |
Losing
Myself Inside How i feel like i'm not really here |
Today
Was A Bad Day - I'm So Alone Feeling alone, empty and terrified |
It's
Good To Talk My journey from silent self-hating to opening up |
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Brain
Chemicals or Trauma? Why am i ill? Looking for answers |
Down
In A Hole 3 little windows into my experiences of depression |
The
Aftermath Feeling weird after no sleep, asking why |
Not
Now. Not Ever On the verge of a relapse, frightened |
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Views |
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| Michael
Barrymore Syndrome Depression: the price of being a funny gal? |
Quick
Fix Other people's (not so) helpful advice |
| Asking
For Help And not being taken seriously |
'Back
To Normal' Shampoo A humourous look at a stupid slogan |
| A
Dangerous Game Some attitudes to suicidal distress |
Medication
- Is It Enough? Why i need more than drugs can offer |
| Artwork | |
| Hopeless Thoughts and feelings after redundancy |
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