Alone Is Where The Heart Is

You sit with family laughing a grin across your face
You hide the anger within you, be still and stay in your place
For you are worthless and scheming its not as if you work
No your duties and commitments you so neatly shirk

No you sit alone dejected in tears with heaving chest
Why has god done this, I try I do my best
But when your head is pounding your in pain and feeling blue
Try and see from my side there aint much more that I can do

The tablets the doc has been giving
Confuse me and make me feel worse
Is life like this worth living?
I want to swear and curse

My gaol in life is lost and gone
My destiny feels taken from me
Like a dog without his bone
But never mind they all say have a nice cup of tea

Norman